Disease and Desires
[lyrics: Mazza]

Again I fall and I enjoy
The cold embrace of night
Desires rise as she leaves
Her sweet scent in the air

Frozen winds that blow at my face
The clear signs of grief
Frozen winds that came to curse
Misanthropy to me

I can feel your spell around
Something in me grows so high
But I canít feel any light on me
So misery will be my guide

I have come a long way
From where I started
But Iím still so far away
From where I need to go

Frozen scars start to
Appear in my soul
I couldnít skip her dagger
With the poison of doom

I can feel your spell around
Something in me grows so high
But I canít feel any light on me
So misery will be my guide

From within I hear disgrace
Some hope I feel that failed
A strange force starts to grow
Because today Iím out of control
Insanity reigns on me
What a loser I came to be
Suicide with no pride
Itís the agony that grows inside

Disease and Desires
No reason has my life
Iíve been searching wishes I donít know how long
Disease and Desires
Every time I try to walk the way
A trap ahead returns me back to Hell

A rain is falling above
Dark clouds are pouring down on me
Their weep enhance my wounds
They make me stand with misery

I can feel your spell around
Something in me grows so high
But I canít feel any light on me
So misery will be my guide

From within I hear disgrace
Some hope I feel that failed
A strange force starts to grow
Because today Iím out of control
Insanity reigns on me
What a loser I came to be
Suicide with no pride
Itís the agony that grows inside

Disease and Desires
No reason has my life
Iíve been searching wishes I donít know how long
Disease and Desires
Every time I try to walk the way
A trap ahead returns me back to Hell

Disease and Desires
No reason has my life
Iíve been searching wishes I donít know how long
Disease and Desires
Every time I try to walk the way
A trap ahead returns me back to Hell

I can see no shine
Lighting up the road
The joyful times of past
That I felt alive are gone

(Melancholy is in us, in us all)

Sorrow is stronger now
I feel like Iíll fall apart

(Canít you perceive
that you reached the point of no return?)

What should I do
To kill that pain away?

(We donít need to survive
in this Fate of Twilight, called Life)

Death calls for my name
I wish I was better dead

(Disease, it corrupts
You are dead, you are already dead)

So I must be dying again
To find a best place out there